| ancient rome |
[Apr. 15th, 2005|12:00 pm] |
i love it. i love that i am alive and i have all the greatest friends in the world an di love to ramble on about something that has no meaning... i just wanted to update with something and this is all i could think of. i love you all..KGC/DDD/RUCKUS/SDC |
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| convince them to reunite for that special moment |
[Mar. 18th, 2005|02:52 am] |
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| | Anah Aevia | ] |
im sorry everybody i know i change my mind to much. i know i fall to easily i know that i can overcome this stuff. so im going to go with my post before last and say FUCK IT! the life i thought i could build back up with gabby is back down the drain and will probably stay that way from now on. my birthday is coming up in 5 days and i am excited about that. im trying to plan something to do and hang out with everybody. i will be playing bass for Story Told tonight at Aces Basement if anyone cares or is going to the show. it is going to be a really fun show. i dont know if this is a permanent thing or not but i know i will have fun screaming and playing bass tomorrow and enjoying myself. well im tired and i need some sleep. so im going to say goodnight and hit my sack. i love you guys...KGC/DDD/RUCKUS/SDC/DP
DO YOU HAVE A DOG? |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 15th, 2005|09:04 pm] |
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| | happy as fuck | ] |
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| | The Tony Danza Tapdance Extravaganza | ] |
alright alright. i overreacted on the last entry. so im apologizing and saying ignore it and lets move on. im very happy right now and my life couldnt be any better. sometimes you just have to make sacrifices. which is what im willing to do. very willing. extremely willing and whatever else describes the boundaries i am and will cross to be as happy as i am now. im supposed to leave for tour tomorrow with Monday In London. but for some reason i have a weird feeling telling me to stay home. its bugging the hell out of me because i dont know what it is and i still cant figure it out. so i decided that i need to go along with that feeling and stay. Ive been in a situation like this lots of times and everytime, i go against what then feeling is and something bad happens. so yeah. ill be here for my birthday after all. hopefully ill get to hang out with one of the worlds most beautiful girls. Gabby. Then on April 16, thats right. Sold America will be back baby. we are coming back with more energy and more skill i guess. haha. That show will be at Aces Basement with a tentative lineup of WaitRott, Story Told, Sold America, Giant, Deathblow..oh yeah this show is my late birthday show. and if you dont know. My birthday will be on March 23. I will be the big 21 and i will be hanging out with some awesome bands and friends for my birthday. I just wish i knew what it was thats bothering me so much and why this feeling is telling me to stay home. Well im going to go. but i just want everyone to know i love them and will return safe and sound with fun stories to tell....KGC/DDD/SDC/DP Unit/Ruckus Crew
I LOVED. I LOST. I GAINED. NOW IM HAPPY AND WILL BE FOR A WHILE....I LOVE GABBY KING |
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| King Kong aint got shit on me |
[Mar. 15th, 2005|12:52 am] |
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| | i feel like shit | ] |
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| | Furious George | ] |
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK
Why do i fall so hard too fast? why do i always end up
getting hurt? dont fucking answer these questions, because i already
know the answers...Maybe someday we will all be happy and live happily
ever after...MAYBE, if we're lucky...bad things happen to nice
people..fuck that, maybe i need to start being an asshole. alright.
done deal....its over i lost. what the hell am i talking about? im
losing my mind right now..maybe its time for some rest. rest is what i
wont get though...ill never sleep again until i have her back and if
that means never, then ill never sleep. i love all of you. most of you
anyway. some i just like alot....KGC/SDC/DDD/DP Unit/Ruckus Crew
Did i say love? theres no such thing. cause in my mind I am the king!! - Furious George
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| youre beautiful... |
[Mar. 13th, 2005|05:07 pm] |
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| |  thankful | ] |
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| | Refused | ] |
its been forever since ive updated this thing. but first i want to start off by saying that i have a very beautiful girlfriend. whom i am in love with and hope to be with her for the rest of my life. her name is Gabby. if you dont know her then to bad. here is her link to myspace:
http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=5707823&Mytoken=20050313141043
go leave her lovely comments if you want and add her and stuff. i am probably the happiest you have ever seen me right now...i leave for tour wednesday and now im not sure if i want to go, because i want to stay here with Gabby and stuff..tour should be fun though. we are going to texas. im mainly going also so i can take some more modeling pictures..oh yeah and for those who dont know or havent seen that im a model. a nude model. you can check out the website on march 25. thats when it will be up. www.thebadboys.net...my girlfriend seems to be happy with me doing it, so ill continue to do it until she says otherwise. i really dont have much to talk about other than what i have just told you. i dont think i could be any happier than i have been in these past 3 days. being with Gabby has made me very happy and it will continue to do so for the rest of my life. hopefully. i love Gabby with all my heart and i would do anything for her. well i guess im done now..i love you Gabby.....KGC/DDD/DP Unit/Ruckus Crew
THIS LOVE I HAVE FOUND IS WHAT WILL KEEP ME ALIVE <3<3 |
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| What are you the devil? Fuck you! |
[Jan. 31st, 2005|01:00 am] |
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| | when in rome | ] |
yeah so life is good i guess. sold americas ep is almost finished. we have decided to change the title also to "politically correct terrorists." we have all the info on our website that no one goes to probably. i dont know why the hell we have one. we have our summer tour all mapped out and stuff and wow, its going to be long and fun. i am doing some of the booking and we are in the talks with some people about a label and booking agency and stuff. we have to finish our cd first though in order for all of this to work out. we also are going to have a problem with school. parker is graduating, but he might go to college. and everybody else is still in school. well except for me of course. but the lables i have talked to and stuff have pacifically told me that we are going to have to be able to tour and stuff if they sign us or whatever. right now, i dont think thats going to happen. so, yeah. we are fucked. i dont know. something good will happen soon i hope. wendigo needs to stop fucking me over and let me be happy...girls are just girls. like they use to be. ive got my eye on someone that i like alot. but wendigo is probably going to screw me over on that too. i can already tell. ok. im tired and i love drew and chuck and adam and people. KGC/DDD/Ruckus Crew
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. But if you wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me, I promise you, I promise you I will. |
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| a jug a jug a jug a jug a juggidy jug jug a jug juggidy jug |
[Jan. 20th, 2005|02:30 am] |
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| | Walls of Jericho | ] |
well yeah, still in need of a job. badly. got debts to pay, things to buy, bills to pay. i am also looking at moving to Winston-Salem again or maybe even back to Kernersville. this is for the bands sake. speaking of band. we will be recording our first EP this weekend which is titled "Robots Reading Cue Cards." hopefully it will come out better than our demo did..i have been well not really too busy but sort of busy looking for jobs booking shows, finding record labels finding other contacts and a bunch of stuff.. to tell you the truth i would be better off without a job, but i do need to find a way to get money and having a stupid job is the only way to do that. i seriously hate jobs and its not that im lazy its just that it gets in the way of things and most jobs treat you like shit. oh well ill figure something out...ive been in quite the bind lately with finding jobs, girls, and the band. my life just sucks...Amedeus is going to be doing a reunion show soon for those who care and stuff. its kind of a joke reunion show. its for the pleasure of Erik singing one of the songs for us and its also about having fun like the old days...i had fun hanging out with Martin and Travis and Josh today. chilled at Panera and stuff, yeah we are cool... im bored and tired and i need to get up early tomorrow to go hunting for jobs and call people and shit and shit. well goodnight peoples. i love you. KGC/DDD/Ruckus Crew
GO VEGAN |
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| GIVE ME SOME MO" |
[Jan. 12th, 2005|05:54 pm] |
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| | deep thought | ] |
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| | remember van gogh | ] |
yeah life is good i guess. i need a fucking job though. shit is starting to hit the fan. im tired of being broke. i dont want a real job, cause honestly i think jobs are stupid and they ruin lives. other than that i need money so yeah. i dont want something that going t o interfere with my music carrer. what little i have and will have...so yeah we have a puppy name "serious" and he is really cute and rowdy. soon we are going to be getting Drews ferret too, so yeah. im excited about getting "Dilbert." thats onew of my best friends in the whole world. for those of you who knew "Ben" Jasens Scorpion. well Ben has passed away and it is sad. but we will carry on...so Beloved is this Friday and i dont have a ticket but im Teddy and im going anyway. im sure ill end up inside somehow. Timmy or Spencer are going to try and get me on the Underoath guestlist. so hopefully that will work out. if not, ill still be there, even if it means standing outside... well i hope everybody is doing wel and i love you all. KGC/DDD
Bitch please. you better bow down on both knees. |
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| IM BACK BITCHES!!!!! |
[Jan. 7th, 2005|03:27 am] |
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| | F.T.W | ] |
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| | Ludacriss | ] |
YOU KNOW WHAT? FUCK EVERYLAST ONE OF YAL WHO IS TALKING SHIT AND SAYING THAT IM NOT FAMILY AND SHIT LIKE THAT. MOTHERFUCKERS I FEEL JUST AS BAD AS YOU DO AND IM THE ONE THAT WAS IN THE ACCIDENT. AND YALL DONT EVEN KNOW THE REAL MOTHERFUCKINGSTORY. AND WHO IN THE HELL SAID I GOT 5 OTHER PEOPLE IN TROUBLE CASEY? WHAT THE FUCK MAN? FUCK YOU TOO...I DONT WANT PITY FROM NO DAMN BODY. I KNOW WHAT I DID I FEEL BAD AND IN A WAY I DONT REGRET IT. I SAT IN MOTHER FUCKING JAIL FOR THREE WEEKS NOT EVEN WORRYING ABOUT WHEN I WAS GETTING OUT OR HOW I WAS GETTING OUT. THE ONLY THING THAT STUCK IN MY MIND WAS IS LYLE OK? WILL LYLE BE OK. EVEN NOW THAT IM OUT OF JAIL AND LYLE OK. IM STILL THINKING ABOUT LYLE. LYLE IS LIKE MY BROTHER AND FUCK YEAH I SAID BROTHER. NO MATTER WHAT THE FUCK I DID TO MAKE IT NOT SEEM LIKE THAT, BUT HE IS LIKE MY BROTHER. I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF YOU LIKE IT OR NOT.I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF I HAD TO SPEND MY WHOLE SENTECE IN JAIL FOR THIS SHIT. JUST AS LONG AS LYLE WAS OK I WAS HAPPY WHERE I WAS...HELL YEAH KGC IS FAMILY, MY FRIENDS ARE MY FAMILY. OTHER WISE MY ASS WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN IN JAIL. I TURNED MY SELF IN BITCHES. JUST SO I COULD TRY MY BEST TO KEEP PEOPLE OUT OF TROUBLE. I DONT EVEN WANT TO GO INTO DETAIL ON THIS RIGHT NOW. IM GOING TO BE STRAIGHT UP AND SAY FUCK ALL OF YOU. RATHER YOU ARE TAKING UP FOR ME OR YOURE MAD AT ME OR ANYTHING. I CAN CARE LESS WHAT THE HELL YOU THINK ABOUT ME OR MY THOUGHTS ON FAMILY OR ANY KIND OF SHIT LIKE THAT. I THANK THOSE THAT DO HAVE PITY FOR ME AND EVEN THOSE WHO DONT. I DONT NEED PITY FROM NOBODY THOUGH. RATHER ITS BETHANY, PARKER, OR WHOEVER..AND FOR GODS SAKE DONT TALK SHIT WHEN IM NOT AROUND AND SAY FUCK TEDDY HES A PIECE OF SHIT AND THEN TALK TO ME ON AIM AND SAY TEDDY I MISSED YOU, I LOVE YOU STAY OUT OF TROUBLE AND BLAH BLAH BLAH..IM JUST GONNA SAY SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GO TO HELL. ITS AS SIMPLE AS THAT. IVE GOT ENOUGH PRESSURE ON ME RIGHT NOW AND I DONT SOME PONK ASS BITCHES WHO DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT ASKING ME QUESTIONS AND JUDGING ME ON WHAT HAPPENED. IF YOU WANT TO BE MY FRIEND AND STILL LIKE ME OR WHATEVER. FINE. IF NOT, THEN THATS FINE TOO. BUT IF SO, DONT COME TO ME NEXT WEEK TALKING ABOUT TEDDY I DIDNT KNOW THE WHOLE STORY IM SORRY OR TEDDY WE NEED TO HANG OUT OR SOME SHIT LIKE THAT. EITHER YOU HATE ME OR YOU DONT. THER IS NO IN BETWEEN. IVE SAID AND TAKEN ALL I CAN RIGHT NOW. NOW COMMENT ON THIS BITCHES.
I LOVE BETHANY, PARKER, SOLD AMERICA, JASON, ERIK, KYLE, DP-UNIT, KGC, DDD AND WHOEVER ELSE I FEEL LIKE LOVING. THATS MY WORD MOTHERFUCKING PONK ASS BITCH.
FUCK YOU! |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 11th, 2004|01:42 pm] |
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| | fuck shit up | ] |
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| | In The Face of War | ] |
Woooooo...yeah. Sold America, Secret Lives of The Freemasons, In
Remembrance of Me Tour is coming upon us fast. its going to be soo fun.
Dec 26 - January 3 and then we play on Jan 6 as kind of a welcome back
show even though its like 3 days later. Dec 18 we are playing at the
tavern so be there. its our last show in town before tour. one of our
tour dates also happens to be running through Greensboro, NC on Dec 29.
we will be playing at Aces Basement. Then we head back out to go to SC,
then GA and then sadly we come back home. but if you can please come to
both Dec 18 and Dec 29 shows we would love you and we would be happy to
see you. if you havent seen our new site please go look at it and look
at all of the news that we have for all of our wonderful friends,
family and fans. www.soldamerica.cjb.net
so yeah, KGC is getting real serious now. one of the requirments is
getting a family crest tattoo or just any tattoo that says KGC..we are
rel tired of being taking as a joke or whatever so we are taking it to
new levels..in other words. TALK SHIT, GET HIT...we have being inspired
and encouraged by those of CSC, FSU, SEC, DTA, and lots of other
friends of ours. we shouldnt take anymore shit and we need to be there
for our friends more than we are. we are a family and so we are going
to act like a family. FRIENDS DONT LET FRIENDS FIGHT ALONE. thats my
favorite quote now. i love it..but yeah, for those of you that are in
KGC or were now you know what we are about and what we require. also if
anyone has any nominations for who should or wants to be in. let me
know and we will have a vote and talk things over and whatever.
alright, well i love you all and happy holidays. also, me and my gf
Jessikah broke up for anyone that cares. but it was a mutual thing and
everything is fine. im moving on. actually now im talking to a girl
name Lauren. haha. im a dork.
KGC/ DDD - THIS IS WHAT FAMILY IS ALL ABOUT |
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| Lets get Serious |
[Dec. 3rd, 2004|10:44 am] |
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| | Comeback Kid | ] |
so last night was Hatebreed, Deathblow, Terror, and Love is Red. let me tell you. it is definitely a night to remember. as a matter of fact is was one of the best nights of my life. we got into literally no exageration, like 12 or more fights.. KGC all had a goal to get into at least 3 fights and wow. we got more than we looked for. first fight Lyle got pushed by some guy so we jumped him. he got carried out..second fight, some kid and karl and so of course DDD/KGC was there to help. third fight. just me and a huge like 300 pound white guy( again no exageration at all). im dancing and minding my own business when out of no where a HUGE bald white guy pushes me. so i ran over to him and stuck him right in his fucking jaw and he stood there and didnt do anything and everybody pulled me away. which is kind of good cause that guy would have killed me with one hit, well if he would have gotten to me. by the time one of our friends got hit there would be 30 guys already behind you and hitting the guy. next we have some redneck guy that wanted to randomly fight me. so i hit him in he mouth and like i said me and like 30 other guys stomped his head in the ground. next me and some of the SEC were walking out and a guy decided to slap josh in the face. well we stomped him on the steps for a good 5 minutes. then a bouncer grabbed Andy and jerked him up so i punched the bouncer and he pushes me on the ground and Karl got in his face and starts yelling at him and stuff and they let Andy go and we all walked off. man its too many to talk about so im going to end it with this..Some guy with Dreads decided to say fuck you to all sxe kids and stuff and we danc and he runs through like he owns the place so we stomped him quick and fast. we all dance have a good time and the stupid guy comes back for more. so Jasen runs across the pit fast as hell. like super fast and just sticks the guy in the face and again we all pounded on him once more. he gets pushed aside and starts yeling more words and bullshit. so we pound him again and this time he gets knocked out by brass knuckles. while one of the bouncers are holding him. haha. oh yeah two of the bouncers were helping us in case i didnt mention that..yeah, that definitely not all the fights, but those were the highlights of the night for me. oh yeah. and one guy asking Erik if he wouldn be in the pit Erik said yeah. and so the guy was in the pit along with Erik and what ever and he fights Erik and of course alot of other kids. Darin punches the guy right in the nose and blood goes everywhere the guy is bleeding from his eye and everything. after the fight is over and the band finishes playing the guy goes up to Erik and say haha "hey man thanks alot. that was alot of fun" hahaha. Erik said "do you want to do it again?" the guy said "no" haha, it was hilarious. but yeah. for those who missed this show, you missed a really fun night. and you call your selves hardcore kids and scene kids. pfffft..missing all of these good shows. complain about people coming to see your bands play when you dont even go see others..complain about not having shows but you dont go to the ones that are around..support the music scene people. we have one of the best music scenes in the nation and most of us dont eveb support it like we should. that kool though. haha..oh man. alright, well im tired i havent slept, there is a fight tonight, there is a show tonight and yeah..i love you all. KGC/DDD.. |
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| TOUR TOUR TOUR |
[Nov. 28th, 2004|02:54 am] |
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| | Jessikah | ] |
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| | Walls of Jericho | ] |
yaaayyyy....Sold America is going on tour with In Rememberance of Me, and Secret lives of the Freemasons. Tour dates are posted on our lovely new website. www.soldamerica.cjb.net...We are very excited. we have no van or anything yet but hopefully some of our many friends will either let us borrow a van or donate for us to rent a van or something or another like that. either way we are going on tour..we also are recording soon and we should have our cd out by our next show Dec 18 or by the time we leave for tour.. some of you probably dont care about us or that we are going on tour or are trying to get somwhere because you hate us or something like that. But fuck you...if you dont like us the thats fine. We hate you too and thats why we have the hate song just for you...well yeah me and my beautiful girlfriend Jessikah are doing pretty good. its been a week now and nothing has gone wrong. hopefully nothing will ever go wrong either. damnit i just jinxed it. oh well...so yeah sorry my entries have been short lately and not really interesting but i promise my next one wil be worth while. right now me Jasen and Erik are making french toast with Silk Nog. so thats going to be really good. ok i love you guys alot.KGC/DDD |
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| i hope your practicing death |
[Nov. 22nd, 2004|09:45 pm] |
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| | fighting/Jessikah | ] |
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| | Falling Cycle | ] |
so yes i definitely have a girlfriend named Jessikah and she is amazing. alot of drama has been going on since we got together. im supposed to be getting my ass wooped sometime this week by some guy that keeps calling me a nigger. and he wants to fight me and my "jew non meat eating friends" haha. wow this kid is gonna get killed. wow, i dont even want to talk about it right now. its going to be ridiculous. this kid has gotten himself in some deep shit....ok well. im gonna go but i just wanted to tel everybody that o loive them and that im doing ok and i have a girlfriend and my name is Teddy..KGC/DDD
ROSES, ROSES, ROSES |
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| Fuck You!!! |
[Nov. 19th, 2004|11:46 pm] |
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| | Sold America/Crystal | ] |
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| | Caliban | ] |
man, this week has been crazy but great at the same time. you guys probably think im stupid and whatever, but Jessikah is no longer "the key to my heart" Crystal is. haha. yeah, i said it. and fuck anybody elses opinions...all this drama with why and who i kicked out of KGC is ridiculous. i told everyone the reasons and thats what it is. its not a K-Ville vs G'boro thing. so fucking stop making it seem like it. otherwise casey, shayne, or karl wouldnt be in. and Rob was never in so how could i have kicked him out. no offense to rob though. just because youre not in KGC or anything doesnt mean you arent my friend or family or anything like that. KGC is just...well fuck it. if you dont know by now then whatever.....i love all of you. come to the Sold America show tommorow at aces basement...you guys can meet Crystal instead of Jessikah. well you can meet both probably but yeah. well im tired of typing now and im in a wierd and pissy mood. so ill update with better stuff later.. i love you guys. KGC/DDD
fuck you. fuck you. fuck you.fuck you.fuck you. fuck you.fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. i love saying that.especially to people that need to have it said to them..FUCK YOU. HAHA. |
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| That looks like bubblegum...oh its just silly puddy |
[Nov. 13th, 2004|06:16 am] |
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| | playing a show/ Jessikah | ] |
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| | Bloodlined Calligraphy | ] |
So yeah. i think story told has come to an end. well three of us quit, so im guessing its an end. yeah i dont feel like explainging everything behind the decisions and what not but whatever...the benefit show last night was lots of fun. i saw Sean and David from the 910. i love those kids. i need to go visit them sometime soon. i hung out with Naomi, Ebie, and Lauren which made my night really fun....tonight i get to see my beautiful Jessikah. im really excited. its going to be the best time ive had in a while. maybe...Sold America was suposed to practice today, but unfortunately our guitarist Trevor has no amp. thats kool i guess. oh well as soon as he gets one we will be back on our feet. hopefully...i cant beleive i fucking missed Joe and Emilys wedding. I need to get them a gift too. man im slacking off....this is probably going to be the shortest entry ive ever done. i dont have much to talk about right now. all i really have to say is i love Jessikah. oh and congrats to two people that are now dating and it makes me happy. but at the same time laugh. but im happy they are happy. whatever...i miss Bethany. i guess its my fault i dont call her though. but if called anybody right now it would be Casey. i miss that kid alot. thats my little broham. well im going to stop updating so i can go see the "wife." everybody stay safe and have fun tonight and forever. i dont know what im talking about but i love you guys. KGC/DDD
ILL CRY WHEN I FEEL THE NEED TO CRY...BUT I DONT RIGHT NOW. SO GIVE ME SOME TIME. |
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| thats a bat....what are you going to do with that? |
[Nov. 10th, 2004|10:08 am] |
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| | i have no clue | ] |
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| | Anah Aevia | ] |
so me, Lyle, Erik, and Jasen tried to go camping two nights ago and we failed. we got to the pilot mountain state park and decided to hike for a little bit and disobey the laws. so we hiked for about 30 minute to an hour and somehow passed the knob and couldnt find it. so we got tired and really cold. it wsa like 33 degrees and im layered in lots of clothes. keep in mind i hate camping anyway and i never wanted to go on this trip. so we set up camp in the middle of a freaking trail which is illegal and we made a fire and stuff. we sat there for about 1 hour or two. we all thought is was really late and we were tired as crap. come to find out its only like 7:30pm. so we eat, and im sitting there pouting cause i didnt want to be there in the cold and stuff and they are picking on me. finally Lyle said he didnt want to stay long either and that we shouldnt camp cause its to cold and we were doing it illegally.. so Jasen and Erik decided to try and sleep in their new sleeping bags and tents that they purchased just for this trip. they couldnt do it. it wad too cold and Lyle wanted to leave really bad. so we packed up, hiked back down pilot mountain in cold weather. falling down everywhere and tripping over rocks with 50 pound book bags on. we got to the car and saw a note from state park police, saying that we were illegally camping and stuff and we should call them to let them know what we were doing and stuff. so its only like 9:00pm when this is all happening and we think its like 10 or 11. haha. but we drove off ready to go to taco bell and get some food and go skate at the skatepark in Thomasville. we got to the front gate and it was closed. haha. so we had to call the emergency number that the park police had left on our car and she was pissed that she had to come unlock the gate to let us out. we told her that Lyle had a family emergency and stuff so we had to get home. she said she could have fined us all $120 d's, but she let us off easy. thanks god. cause ive already got court stuff ive got to pay and ive got a record right now thats not good. so anyway we get homne safely and go out to skate and stuff adn have fun...that was basically the highlight of my week so far. hopefully something else will happen though...i think Story Told is recording tomorrow, and Sold America saturday. Story Told may also be touring with Glass Casket this winter. we arent sure yet though, but if we do, it will be lots of fun. Sold America has some shows coming up soon, and hopefully we can and will play them. we were supposed to play friday but unfortunately Will has drumline. yeah, gay you say? thats what everybody tells me too. haha...well ive been pretty happy lately since i moved out of Kernersville. talking to Jessikah, meeting new friends, hanging with friends i never got to hang with before. yeah, life is fun now. except for band stuff. ive thought about quiting playing music lately and just booking shows. because for 7 years ive been playing music and been really into music period. out of 7 years and like 20 bands ive gotten and im getting no where. i cant find commitment. i am mor ethan committed, but i guess thats my problem now. im overly commited. thats why i dont have a job and stuff like that. cause i could care less with that stuff. all i want to do is play music and travel. id that so hard? well i guess it is, cause i would be somewhere by now...anyway, saturday is Joe and Emilys wedding and what a packed wedding its going to be. wow!...well umm im cold and hungry so im going to go eat and get warm somehow.. i love you guys. KGC/DDD
WHAT IS MY LIFE COMING TO?...I HATE IT....WHEN WILL IT ALL GET BETTER?........HOPEFULLY TOMORROW. |
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| He who seeks will find |
[Nov. 6th, 2004|11:27 pm] |
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| | love/fighting/laughing | ] |
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| | The Redchord | ] |
yeah, life is fun. actually fuck that. life is great. haha. living in greensboro has somehow and for some reason changed me. oh well. Story Told was fucked out of playing one of the biggest and best shows theyve ever had the chance to play. but that kool isnt it?. NOT!. we were just having a convo about how we were going to buckle down and play shows and stuff, but fuck that. we cant do that right now. there is no way. school screws us up, people screw us up, and we screw ourselves up. im going to start working with Sold America alot more than i have to. i know ive said that before but i really am this time.. im getting us some shows, setting us up a tour right now as we speak actually. oh and if anyone cares, Story Told has some new shirts and they are hot. they make me happy. so yeah. buy one and help us get money for recording and tour and whatever we need. we also have a new website coming soon. some of it is viewable at (www.freewebs.com/storytoldband/main.htm) this is the temporary address until we get a good host and stuff. but enjoy what we have for now. we will also be looking at playing lots of shows and hopefully touring with some big bands in feburary or march and lots of other months to come. so look out for all of that. me and lyle are starting a booking agency called Dreamstarbooking. im not sure if its going to continue as dreamstar, but thats what it is for right now. ive already booked some shows for Fear Before The March of Flames, Across Five Aprils, In Remembrance of Me and others, but that was just because i could. i didnt charge or anything, but other shows i am charging for, cause i need money and yeah.....so me Lyle, Canada and Jasen went riding bikes tonight and tried to find some fights, but no one would buck up. tonight wasnt normal at all. usually kids are stupid enough to pull over and fight us, but not tonight. oh well we still had fun riding...i also skated with Chuck and Travis tonight, which was fun cause i havent skated in 2 months. i miss when DP use to go skate all the time. we havent done that in a while....i also miss Casey alot. i never get to see my buddy anymore. it makes me sad....so yeah, im tired now and still pissed that i didnt get to play a show tonight with two of my really good friends bands who i love to death and stuff. but ok. goodnight people. i love you. KGC/DDD
I LOVE S.O.S.....IM NOT KIDDING EITHER....IM SUCH AN IDIOT |
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| so do you have herpes?.....its ok, cause i got aids |
[Nov. 3rd, 2004|12:34 am] |
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| | Unearth | ] |
so yeah, my heart is broken once again. ill be alright though. i just wish shit would work for me...people say ive become an asshole since ive moved to g'bor. ive made two girls cry. ive been wanting to fight bad. but thats nothing new. i guess thats actually what im trying to go for. i want to be an asshole. haha, also im not Straight Edge, but i do what i can to keep the moral i had. as a matter of fact ive gotten worse. ive become like Militant Drug Free and shit. its awesome. im loving it.....well yeah, if ive been an asshole to you then good. maybe you deserved it. some of you know i still love you and im a really nice guy and most of the time im joking anyway. but, now you can definitely tell when im serious. i just dont give a fuck anymore what people think about me. ive got all the friends i really need, and could ever want. if i get more from being an asshole then thats fine, and if not then that fine too. ill still try and do what i can to be nice teddy, but if i feel like you need to be told something, then im telling you. alright. well im not going to type alot and get all emo or whatever and talk about whats going on with the backflips who dids and what nots. im too tired and stressed right now. well i love you all. and take care. KGC/DDD/DTC
FUCK WHAT YOU HEAR, FUCK WHAT YOU HEARD, FUCK WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO HEAR, FUCK EVERYTHING.....FUCK COUPLES, FUCK LOVE
FUCK BUSH!! |
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| i ordered vegetable spring rolls, not vegetable egg rolls you stupid cunt |
[Nov. 1st, 2004|04:08 am] |
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| | Embrace Today | ] |
well tonight was a wonderful and fun night. seeing all of the good bands and meeting new people. i didnt trick or treat, but thats fine. whats better than spending time with you close friends. i played bass for XfisticuffsX on the Harvest cover song. it was fun as crap. everybody was shocked cause they had only seen me as a front man and nothing else. but i had a surprise for them...we almost fought some kids next door and we almost fought some kids that were walking down the street and they started messing with Kenneth, even though Kenneth has kicked one of the guys ass before. i guess he came back for more. but like 20 of us chased down 4 guys and we walked up to one of them and they were like "whats up" and asked us if something was wrong. haha. we laughed so hard we just didnt bother fighting them and walked off. kind of sucked, cause we were all looking to fight some kids tonight. it was pretty fun, and funny though....so yeah, i am still very happily friends with Sami, and she continues to make me happy everyday. Naomi and Lauren are supposed to come over tomorrow and cook some vegan stuff for us. so that should be interesting. god i am so glad to be Vegan too. its really really an awesome thing to do. i figured vegetarian is wack, but its also a good choice. but you are still eating animal products. but whatever. everybody does what they do to survive and be happy....seeing Brandi at the show the other night was freaking amazing. that made my night soooo much better. i miss that girl alot. i wish i could see her more than i do. i was also very happy to see my good friend Bethany...one of my really good friends Margot talked to me today about coming to Tennessee which is where she goes to school but she is from ATL. i honestly would love to go there t be with her. i loved that girl alot and i still do. im just comfortable with where i am right now and im happy now that ive met Sami and stuff. but just talking to Margot today made me really happy, and im glad she wants me to move near her and whatever, but i cant do it right now. any other time i would be all about it. but like i said, im happy with where i am now...ive really got to find a freaking job, so i can have money and all that good stuff....if you go to the KGC myspace group, you will see that i have reduced the family some more. and if you wish to know why you or some body else got the boot. read my post or read the info about the group or whatever. it explains everything.. well its late and i am tired. so i will talk to all of you kool guys later. i love you all. KGC/DDD/DTC
somebody needs to tell this guy that love is on its way and to be patient. |
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| how does she do it? i dont know, but she does it well. |
[Oct. 29th, 2004|10:55 pm] |
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| | Each Passing Moment | ] |
"Do you know what Nemesis means?"
wow! my night has just been great so far and im sure it will be fun later tonight too. last night, me, Erik, Andy, Zach, and Daniel rode bikes around G'boro til like 1 in the morning. im loving it out here in G'boro. im cathcing up on hang out time with Erik and stuff. tonight i had the privelege of hanging out with my new lovely and beautiful hope to soon be girlfriend Sami. she is amazing and i know and all of you know that i fall for girls really easily, but i really really like this girl with all of my heart. she is sooo sweet and nice. she makes me so happy. just talking to her online makes me a really happy person. she would and already has changed my life completely. im sure my night is going to get more intersting later tonight, cause im sure ill hang out with Erik later. actually nothing could be more interesting to me than Sami right now....for all who dont know also, i am now Vegan. it has been two days now. i have stepped up from the Vegetarian stage and i plan to stay this way for life....i am hopefully hanging out with my one and only homey Casey Kiger tonight too. but if not, i will definitly see him tomorrow and at the other wonderful shows we have coming up. man, it sucks living in G'boro because i cant chill with Shayne and Rob and Drew as much as i use to. But then again. ive found Sami and im hanging out with one of my favorite people in the world. Erik fucking "Customs" Stephens....i cant wait to see everybody at the shows tomorrow that i havent seen in forever. all those K-Vegas kids and Winston kids... i really dont have much to really talk about in this entry. the only thing i really really want to talk about is Sami and how amazing she is. i am probably going to annoy most of you, because im going to talk about Sami all the time now. i really cant help it either. she makes me so fucking happy. the moment i talk to her, a huge smile covers my face. maybe moving to G'Boro is benefitting me some. wow! i really cant explain how happy i am right now. we arent dating yet and im not going to really get myself too attached, because i know how that goes. but she at least has told me she doesnt want to lead me on and stuff. i really respect her for that. that also make me like her and care for her even more. so even if we never date, i would love to be a really good friend to her, and at the same time i really really want to date her. but they both work for me. gosh, i wish i could seriously explain how and why i feel the way i do about her, but i cant. she is just plain amazing to me. i couldnt ask for anyone or anything better. well im going to stop talking about how wonderful Sami is and about how happy i am. im going to watch a movie i guess, and maybe play some games or something and wait for Sami to get on line so i can talk to her. well, i love all of you and i will see everyone tomorrow. i better anyways. KGC/DTC/DDD
I am a happy happy man. why? because <3 SAMI <3 makes me that way <3<3<3<3.... |
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